Friday, March 27, 2020

Cordon Bleu

I know
I know

It's a terrible tragedy

Yet,
I wish to write about
My good time

I wonder
Sometimes walking in my house
As different rooms
Have different colours and character to it

One of the rooms
Lit by the evening light
With a balcony
And the trees

The other
My living room
Well lit
With an easel on which my wife paints
And a TV , a smart one

I wonder
When I have a good time, I let loose
Or
When I let loose, I have a good time

Well, who knows

I watched a movie
Julie & Julia

Cried with whisky 
And cheese
A genetic trait from my grandfather

A great man
In my eyes

Whenever I have a good time
I realise

I am lucky 
Extremely lucky

Having such 
Wonderful people in my life

All of you
Bring music to my life

In the movie
Was a blogger
Writing everyday
Like a disciplined person

I too have some readers
Who talk to me sometimes
And like what I write

I know 
I was wondering whether I could write 
In a routine
Every day, every week,every month
May be that is how you blog

I can't
I wait for that time to come
When I live without any constraints
Free what Albert Camus would want a man to be
Mad like Dali
Nihilistic like Bukowski
Or may be like me
Like a nobody
A happy one , but a nobody
Like you, like a
Nobody

Anyways
Good Night



Saturday, March 21, 2020

the puzzle

Give me my pain
Pleasure
I don't serve you

Losses have been my companion
Wins
You can't hold my attention

Let me dance
With the stars
And break my heart

Moments are ephemeral
So, is life

What will I do
With all the diamonds in my palms

I know the trick
The chains invisible
The burden unbearable
The slavery
Legitimised

Isn't it ?