Friday, September 15, 2023

Chi

I woke up 
After a good night’s sleep

The first thought 
That zoomed across my mind
As I watched into the mirror 
After splashing my face 

What will your answer be if someone asks about
“The best moment of your life “

The answer that came 
Was equally baffling for a morning 

The best moment of my life is 
“The few moments before when I splashed water onto my face “ 

No big awards day
No big emotional day with lover
No big day like marriage

Where is the story ? 

Days went by 

Stuck with the question and with the equally mysterious answer

Another question popped in an afternoon 
What is the most beautiful scenery that you have seen ? 

The answer was no less intriguing this time

It was the view out of the balcony with trees waving and sunlight falling on them

What ? 

Just an ordinary view out of my ordinary balcony 

Can’t my subconscious answer 
The places I have travelled with friends
The faces that have frenzied my hormones in youth

Again no story, no context , nothing big 
Just an ordinary view from the balcony at a random day and time 

There is hope in these answers 

All of us have stories 
Of parents not respecting our individuality 
Friends doing the same 
Lovers abandoning in the middle of a plausible sweet story
Health and wealth troubles 

Well may be the story doesn’t matter 
May be living matters
 
Those moments we spend 
With our own selves 
Floating amongst the stars, the flowers, the colours
Without any context, without any story 
Is the whole of life 

And the story is the small five percent 
And the raw , mysterious life is the whole 

Where we stand naked at the same level
As the kings, the pauper, the athlete, the old, the young , the males , the females , the animals 

And that is all that matters 
Really 




Wednesday, June 28, 2023

A common uncommon conversation

 A friend whatsapped me something 

“Roger That” was my reply


I was surprised 

By the choice of my words 


It somehow comes from nothingness

And fills the space just appropriately 


Lots of things and events pop up


When you are staring out of your balcony

As you have been for years now

And notice a tree that you never noticed


When you are walking through the same path

As you have been for years now

And notice an age old building you never noticed

Telling somehow a sad story amongst all the Shiny buildings around


When you are talking to a girl 

And notice an innocence and liveliness 

And for a moment pushed you out of the whole context of the  conversation 

Into a momentary nothingness 


These little moments 

From the unknown 

Is the language of the whole


And speaks to us all

Which somehow drives a message straight to the heart

And a smile blooms 

Saturday, June 3, 2023

Some days are not every day

 Giggles 

Are a boat ride 

In the river of endless bliss


It gets you drunk

Without drinking 


Beauty enters the soul

Merging with the infinite sky


Love blossoms

Like the chirping of birds

On a beautiful evening sunset


The conversations grow

like an organic sapling


And the sleep comes

Like a log of wood 





Saturday, May 6, 2023

It’s final

Stare 

At the world

Stare 

At yourself 


Let go 

Of the world

Let go

Of yourself


Do not believe in magic

Experience it in


love

Nature

Body

Food 

Music

Poetry

Science 


If you ever touch a heart positively with

Words

Actions

Intentions

Smile


If you ever celebrate your own

Eyes 

Voice

Ideas 

Needs 

Feelings


Then just remember 

YOU MADE IT 









Friday, December 16, 2022

Whispers of my heart

 O life ! 


I don’t want

Your sea of appreciation 

If only 


O life !


I don’t care

Your drama of disappointment 

Because of


O life!


Love me


Only if 


It transcends


Your petty conditions



O life !  O life ! 

I beg not thee of anything 

I beg not thee of anything 



As,The goddess of 

beauty

Joy 

And peace 


Has touched my heart 

And, made me dance 







Wednesday, December 14, 2022

Of Maya and Madira

It was a long journey 

Of seeking 

Not knowing what to seek

How to seek

Where to seek

Why to seek 


It was a long journey

Of discovery 

Sometimes, talking to a stranger 

Many times, talking to oneself


It was a long journey

Of understanding 

My childhood

Other’s childhood


It was a long journey

Of taking calculated risk

In life

At work


It was a long journey

Of foolish choices

For love

And life


It was a long journey 

Of writing 

Poems and stories

Journals and confessions 


It was a long journey 

Of knowing

That relationships is all I have 

Including the one with myself  












Friday, October 7, 2022

It’s just a call for dance

Where do I go 

O traveller


The heaven is in my garden


Where do I go

O foodie


I always eat a kings meal


I can come


Promise me a laughter

With my friends 


I can come


Promise me a dance

With my love 


I can come 


Promise me some peaceful time

With my parents


Don’t bring me gold that lasts eternity

A spontaneous laughter will do


There is an end in sight

Let’s March dancing towards it