Tuesday, June 9, 2020

an antidote

Look at history

And tell me

Ok, don't tell me
But ponder on it

In all of human history
When was a government perfect

When was society 
Perfect

When was work environment
Perfect

Never Never Never

Whenever you are born
Wherever you are born

Live boldly
Live fearlessly
Live freely

Live Live Live

Tuesday, May 19, 2020

one against the vanity

Don't fall into the trap

Carefully crafted 

A handome man
Sometimes
A beautiful woman

Experiencing
A heavenly joy

After struggling hard for years
Crying in pain
Dissatisfied
Not giving up

And finally making it
With the world clapping

Psychological traps are all around
Coated with Nuttella

A smart guy
Knows it all
Has all ideas 

Everyone claps for him
Life is easy for him

Instead
If you can

Softly wash the dishes
Patiently looking at the colour of the foam
And lovingly rubbing it

Or maybe

Slowly stir the vegetables
With all the colours dancing around
And gradually loosening up

It can also mean
Holding your guitar
With a beginner's mind
Open for every small learning
Which may be the most magical moments of your life

Music in your heart means more than
The deafening noise of the clapping

Life is open to all
And every moment

Just Check In 



Thursday, April 30, 2020

special mornings

The eyes caught my attention

As I looked more intently
The sparkle in the eyes
The moustache and the beard

And a smile flowered on the face
There is something to it
That it spreads magic

And I asked myself this question
Why did I hate it at some point
Why it never felt perfect

And today, even the scars 
Just add the right touch

Why does the mirror reflect joy today
When before
All it reflected was sorrow

May be,
First the heart blooms
And then the smile


Wednesday, April 1, 2020

thanks for the smile

Sitting in the balcony

The calm pool of water
A pleasant morning
Fresh mind
And body

The stillness of nature
It's freshness
And colours

There was an urge to contemplate
On what I was seeing

I chose to experience it
Simply

The trees started swaying
Every tree joined it
Some birds were flapping their wings
And one bird was singing 
Very melodiously

And me trying to count
How many times does the bird sing
The same sequence of notes

Suddenly, it was like a performance by nature
With singing and swaying
So many trees and plants 
With different colours and different dimensions

A heavenly performance I must say

I too felt like joining in with my guitar
Can I understand the rhythm of this 
I was not very confident

May be good guitarists have this ability
To join the mood and play along
May be
Like surfers on the waves

And I felt like breathing deeply
This desire to breathe deeply was a spontaneous one
And not the forced meditation techniques of breathing deeply

I must say
A good morning







Friday, March 27, 2020

Cordon Bleu

I know
I know

It's a terrible tragedy

Yet,
I wish to write about
My good time

I wonder
Sometimes walking in my house
As different rooms
Have different colours and character to it

One of the rooms
Lit by the evening light
With a balcony
And the trees

The other
My living room
Well lit
With an easel on which my wife paints
And a TV , a smart one

I wonder
When I have a good time, I let loose
Or
When I let loose, I have a good time

Well, who knows

I watched a movie
Julie & Julia

Cried with whisky 
And cheese
A genetic trait from my grandfather

A great man
In my eyes

Whenever I have a good time
I realise

I am lucky 
Extremely lucky

Having such 
Wonderful people in my life

All of you
Bring music to my life

In the movie
Was a blogger
Writing everyday
Like a disciplined person

I too have some readers
Who talk to me sometimes
And like what I write

I know 
I was wondering whether I could write 
In a routine
Every day, every week,every month
May be that is how you blog

I can't
I wait for that time to come
When I live without any constraints
Free what Albert Camus would want a man to be
Mad like Dali
Nihilistic like Bukowski
Or may be like me
Like a nobody
A happy one , but a nobody
Like you, like a
Nobody

Anyways
Good Night



Saturday, March 21, 2020

the puzzle

Give me my pain
Pleasure
I don't serve you

Losses have been my companion
Wins
You can't hold my attention

Let me dance
With the stars
And break my heart

Moments are ephemeral
So, is life

What will I do
With all the diamonds in my palms

I know the trick
The chains invisible
The burden unbearable
The slavery
Legitimised

Isn't it ?

Monday, January 13, 2020

IG-335

I travel 
Once in a while
On a plane

And there is always 
This strange feeling of me trusting
A stranger for my life

This feeling of playing in the sky
With wings turning at crazy angles
Brings me out
From the never ending
Noise
Monotony
Of life lived daily

Living amongst the skies
With clouds
Sun
Moon


And away you can see
Human existence appearing
Really small
Insignificant

Just push your chair back
And press a button

And if you are lucky
An airhostess
With a big smile on her face
Will ask you

What do you want ?

Nothing much
Just water