only then it erupts

Hundred things on my mind

Not one that I care

Several emotions

Am aware

Years lost in conflict

Of heart and mind

Enough times

Desires ignored

Got controlled

I got it

do you dream ?

What a great relief

It is to 

Forget oneself

One's needs

Sometimes, self deeds

Also, the inner greed

To dance

On the rhythm

And, to glance

On the demon

Rivers flow

And, the lights glow

Birds chirp

Couples love

There was a Rumi

And also a Bukowski

There were generals

And also jailors

this too is one

No rules

I want to be hit

Hard

Unannounced

By that 

Riff

By that

Sentence

By that

Smile

No rules

It ain't a school

Blue bird

Strange word

A free prisoner

An alive corpse

A denied excess

An old child

Meaningful nothingness

Playful seriousness

No rules

It ain't a school

ठंड में पिरकीया

पिरकिया खा रहा था

सासु मां ने भेजा था

रजाई के अंदर

ठंड का मजजा लेते

किसी ने कहा कि दुनिया में 

बवाल हो गया है

किसी ने कहा कि 

किसी ताकतवर ने

कुछ कमजोर लोगों को सताया हैं

सदियों से ये होता चला आ रहा है

हीन भावना से ग्रसित इंसान 

जब जब ताकत पाता है

तब तब किसी कमजोर की आह निकलवाता है

मैं भी कमजोर ही हूं

क्या पता ये इंसान 

मेरे पीछे भी आ जाए

इसीलिए ये आधी खाई हुई 

पीरकिया 

का मेरे जीवन में महत्व 

और भी बढ़ जाता है

चैन से आज आधी खा लेता हूं

चैन से दो पल बिता लेता हूं 

चैन से दो पल बिता लेता हूं

remember

The more I see

The more I am convinced

Some people

Can see beauty

In nature

Music

People

Mathematics

I met some of them

At some point in my life

I value those moments

From the endless depths of my heart

And then there are some

Who can't see beauty

Blinded by greed

Fear 

Possession

Insecurity

I met a lot of them

Heard their stupidity

Their hate

Hidden behind careful logic

Fabricated past

Violence

I want to stay away from them

Their claps

Their friendship

Their presence

Their discussions

Life is too precious

Too short

Too beautiful

To be wasted 

वस्त्र

शून्य का प्यासा

शून्य का उपासक

शून्य मेरी शक्ति

शून्य मेरी भक्ति

शून्य में जग मेरा

शून्य पे हक मेरा

शून्य है तो सत्य हैं

शून्य है तो शिव हैं

शून्य है तो हैं सुंदरता

शून्य से निकले जीवन

शून्य में खिले यौवन

शून्य में ही

अंत हैं

अंत हैं

An experience

Love is like
A warm blanket on a cold evening

Comforting

Touching

Lovers have tried
To enclose it

Have never succeeded

Love always laid
In a space

Between them
Around them
Inside them
Outside them

For those moment
The whole life was love

And you were living